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Happy Birthday Ricky!!!

srry, I know its late. My computer has been down for the last week.
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Sunday, January 8th, 2006
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| Time: | 10:56 am. |
| Mood: | dorky. | | Music: | final fantasy VII music. |
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Jeeze, its been a while. Im at Kiersten's watching her play final fantasy like a little nerd. Im so tired. I've gotten an hour and a half of sleep in the since yesterday morning. We're supposed to be doing hw so I dont fail honors english, but we really dont know what the fuck we're doing. We'll have to ask for an extension. But anyways I got bored so, here's a survey:
| The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! | | What is your favorite.. | | gum: | the purple bubbalicious kind | | restaurant: | any pizza place | | drink: | cranberry juice | | season: | autumn | | type of weather: | cloudy fall days | | emotion: | well happy, of course | | thing to do on a half day: | got to a friends or sleep | | late-night activity: | ... ^_^ | | sport: | baseball/softball or volleyball | | city: | Lansing, I dont really know anywhere else. | | store: | either hottopic or charlotte ruse | | When was the last time you.. | | cried: | a few weeks ago I think | | played a sport: | damn, a long ass time ago in gym class | | laughed: | like a minute ago | | hugged someone: | yesterday, I gave Gomer a hug goodbye | | kissed someone: | yesterday, I gave him a kiss too. | | felt depressed: | a few days ago | | felt elated: | yesterday | | felt overworked: | today, im stressing about my grade and this project | | faked sick: | a long ass time ago | | lied: | yesterday | | What was the last.. | | word you said: | shit | | thing you ate: | a bagel | | song you listened to: | whatever the hell is on final fantasy VII | | thing you drank: | chocolate milk | | place you went to: | kierstens | | movie you saw: | Harry Potter 4 | | movie you rented: | Dark Water | | concert you attended: | ha, I had cello concert a few weekends back | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged: | Gomer | | cried over: | Darc, or my cousin Nicole...I miss her | | kissed: | Gomer | | danced with: | Darc | | shared a secret with: | Kiersten | | had a sleepover with: | Tiffany and Gomer...opps, no actually its Kiersten | | called: | Dylan | | went to a movie with: | Faith and Shorty | | saw: | Kiersten | | were angry with: | Kiersten | | couldn't take your eyes off of: | Tiffany, she was being silly | | obsessed over: | hmmm,.. Salma Hayek! | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain: | yeah | | kissed someone: | yes | | done drugs: | yes | | drank alcohol: | yes | | slept around: | :o | | partied 'til the sun came up: | friday night | | had a movie marathon: | friday night | | gone too far on a dare: | never | | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | a while | | taken a survey quite like this before: | just about everytime I fill one of this things out | Take this survey | Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d |
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Saturday, October 29th, 2005
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Oh my god! Last night was so messed up! My boyfriend, Thomas got flippin' arrested. I'm so worried. Like all day Friday I kept telling Jake to go to the game that night becuase I knew Thomas would be at his house. And now I feel like its all my fault. If I hadn't told them to go it wouldn't happend. I'm not sure how they exactly got busted but, I guess Jake had weed on him and Thomas had a knife on him. But thats just what I heard, I don't know for sure. I heard Thomas had cigarettes on him too, but I'm pretty sure Thomas doesn't smoke so Im not too positive about that one. It was terrible though. I watched him from the sidewalk in the back of the cop car. He looked at me and I just started crying. I felt terrible and there wasn't anything I could do. It just feels so weird and unreal. Like I had been talking to him and hugging him like two minutes before I left for like two seconds and when I got back there he was in fucking cuffs. I called his house today, but his dad said he couldn't talk. I'm sure he's grounded. His dad looked so pissed last night when he came to pick him up. I looked up the student hand book today to see what kinda of charges he was against. According to that thing, its up to the superintendent whether he can come back or not. At this point he can be expelled. Which is a really scary thought. I hope he'll be ok. All I can really do now is hope and pray. I hope the judge will be lenient. I'm pretty sure this is his first time really getting into trouble. My god, I hope he'll be alright. I'll miss him so much. If he gets expelled I dont know what I'll do. Im really scared right now.
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Saturday, August 13th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:05 pm. |
| Mood: | irritated. | | Music: | AC/DC -Shook Me All Night Long. |
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I havent updated this thing in a while. I've kinda been a way. I got home from the hospital today. Ha, that sucked. I guess Im ok now. I didnt really wanna go, but my Mom rushed me into the emergency room. Cuz, I went to the movies last night with Matt. And I was itchy like crazy by the time I had got home and ate a lil dinner. I showed my mom my back it was all red. So apparently I had an allergic reaction to something. It sucked. My whole body was itching so bad. And it was getting hard for me to breathe and my throat was starting to get tight. So we went to Ingham Medical, and the doctor gave me a few steriods. lol. But fuck, they're nasty. I had to take three last night, I almost gagged.Oh well. Everythings fine now. Im just still all itchy and so uncomfortable.
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| Time: | 11:38 pm. |
| Mood: | lazy. | | Music: | Nightwish -Planet Hell. |
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Tigerstripe34 [11:11 PM]: guess what!?!?!? Tigerstripe34 [11:12 PM]: you know the game doom? Chavella741 [11:13 PM]: yes Tigerstripe34 [11:14 PM]: the doom movie comes out october 21!!!!!! ...im excited lol Tigerstripe34 [11:14 PM]: :-D Chavella741 [11:15 PM]: yeash well Corpse Bride comes out September 21! Tigerstripe34 [11:15 PM]: well............>:o cuz doom is better! Chavella741 [11:16 PM]: psshhh Chavella741 [11:16 PM]: whatever Chavella741 [11:16 PM]: its not better than Tim Burton! Chavella741 [11:17 PM]: admit it. Tigerstripe34 [11:17 PM]: well tim burton isnt better that scarlett johansson!! Tigerstripe34 [11:17 PM]: than* Chavella741 [11:17 PM]: what dies that have to do with anything? Chavella741 [11:17 PM]: I mean, I know she's hot but...? Tigerstripe34 [11:17 PM]: i love her lol Chavella741 [11:18 PM]: whatever Chavella741 [11:18 PM]: lol Tigerstripe34 [11:18 PM]: loser! Tigerstripe34 [11:18 PM]: :-P Chavella741 [11:18 PM]: >:o Chavella741 [11:18 PM]: :-( Tigerstripe34 [11:18 PM]: =-O Tigerstripe34 [11:18 PM]: :-\ Tigerstripe34 [11:18 PM]: im sorry Chavella741 [11:19 PM]: yeah, you should be Tigerstripe34 [11:19 PM]: well.... Tigerstripe34 [11:19 PM]: ok you win Chavella741 [11:19 PM]: :-D Chavella741 [11:19 PM]: well thank you very much Tigerstripe34 [11:20 PM]: i love scarlett johansson Tigerstripe34 [11:20 PM]: jessica simpson is a loser! Chavella741 [11:21 PM]: what? Chavella741 [11:21 PM]: whatever Chavella741 [11:21 PM]: she's hot Chavella741 [11:22 PM]: really hot Tigerstripe34 [11:22 PM]: whatever... Chavella741 [11:22 PM]: lol Chavella741 [11:23 PM]: And I usually can't stand blondes. Tigerstripe34 [11:23 PM]: thanks Tigerstripe34 [11:24 PM]: why cant you stand blondes? blondes rock! Chavella741 [11:24 PM]: I didnt mean you. I love you Chavella741 [11:25 PM]: I just think, for the most part. Blondes are ugly. Tigerstripe34 [11:25 PM]: ............... Tigerstripe34 [11:25 PM]: your a butthead Chavella741 [11:26 PM]: I wasnt talking about you Tigerstripe34 [11:27 PM]: i kno Tigerstripe34 [11:28 PM]: i think red heads are ugly Chavella741 [11:28 PM]: what? Tigerstripe34 [11:29 PM]: what? Chavella741 [11:29 PM]: I think red hair is fucking hot on the right people Tigerstripe34 [11:29 PM]: ....lol Tigerstripe34 [11:29 PM]: there all freckly and pale Chavella741 [11:29 PM]: not always Chavella741 [11:30 PM]: look at Lindsey Lohan Tigerstripe34 [11:30 PM]: uh huh Chavella741 [11:30 PM]: she's a hottie Tigerstripe34 [11:30 PM]: shes freckly Chavella741 [11:30 PM]: freckly? Chavella741 [11:30 PM]: freckly? Tigerstripe34 [11:31 PM]: yes Chavella741 [11:31 PM]: whats wrong with freckles? Tigerstripe34 [11:31 PM]: dont make fun of my use of words Chavella741 [11:31 PM]: ....Im srry Tigerstripe34 [11:31 PM]: notihng..theyre just...i dono Chavella741 [11:32 PM]: It's ok, I dont really care for freckles either. Chavella741 [11:32 PM]: But a redhead minus the freckles is hot. Chavella741 [11:33 PM]: either way, you know Lindsey Lohan is fucking hot. Tigerstripe34 [11:33 PM]: ok... you win.
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Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
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"We live to avoid death, we exist to avoid unexistence."
-Peter Steele

So supposedly Peter Steele, vocalist and bassist of Type O Negative has passed away. I have looked it up and I have found sites saying that he is in fact dead and others saying that the rumor is intrely untrue.
But if it is...............It's really sad.
"People ask how I learned to play bass with one hand. Well, with a face like mine, you learn to do a lot of things with one hand." -Peter Steele < that one's my favorite.
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About Me Personality Quiz | Created by jeffq1985 and taken 85195 times on bzoink! | | What is your name? | Chavella Ramona Garibay | | How old are you? | 13. I'll be 14 in a few weeks. | | When is your Birthday? | August 27th | | What is your zodiac sign? | Virgo | | Where were you born? | Igham Medical in Lansing | | Where do you live now? | North-side Lansing with my parents. | | What color eyes do you have? | really dark brown, pretty much black. | | What color hair do you have? | brown naturally, but i dye it burgundy. | | How tall are you? | 5'1 or 5'2 | | How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies) | ... ha | | What is your race? | Mexican!!! Woot Woot! lol | | What is your worst fear? | not accomplishing anything in my life. | | Do you smoke? | nope | | Do you drink? | somtimes | | Do you cuss? | every damn day | | Do you use drugs? | nope | | Have you ever or will you ever steal? | I have, but I dont't ever plan on doing it again. | | Are you dependable and/or trustworthy? | I dunno. I try to be. | | Do you play in a band or play an instrument? | Yup, cello. And I wanna start guitar soon. | | Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings? | yeah, my ears are pierced twice and I wanna pierce my eyebrow, but that'll probably never happen with the mother I have. | | If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be? | what the hell kinda question is that? | | Do you suffer from depression disorder? | I did. But it's all good now. | | If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be? | in bed, asleep next to my love. | | Have you ever tried to commit suicide? | I don't wanna talk about that. | | Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else? | yeah. I try not to get in fights, but some people just need a good ass kicking sometimes. | | What subculture do you belong too? | uhh...... I dunno. | | Are you evil? | wtf? no | | Do you believe that you can be possesed? | I guess, because Im catholic, I believe it's possible. But I, personally, am not. | | Are you a paranoid person? | not usually. | | Do you ever get jealous of somebody else? | not really. | | Are you obsessive and/or compulsive? | I dont think so. | | Are you a violent person? | No. | | Do you take your anger out on other people? | I don't think so, but if I do, I don't mean to. | | Do you blame other people for your mistakes? | no. | | What is your favorite game? | tag, lol. | | What is your favorite movie? | I can't pick. | | Who is your favorite band? | I can't pick. | | What is your favorite song? | ha, ha I can't pick that either. | | What kind of books and/or magazines do you read? | All kinds. | | What is your favorite color? | purple | | What is your favorite food? | I dunno. | | What is your favorite drink? | Squirt | | Do you own a pari of converse? | no god damn it, I've been meaning to buy some for a while now. | | Do you own a pair of dickies? | no, I've been wanting to buy some of those too. | | Would you ever kill yourself or someone else? | no | | Are you a virgin? | yup yup yup | | Are you kinky? | ... | | Do you like biting? | yeah | | Do you masturbate? | no | | Do you watch pornography? | no | | Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color? | not really. | | Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way? | I would never ever shave my head in any way. | | Are you hyper active person? | I guess I can be at times. | | Are you religious? | yes. | | Do you have any self inflicted scars? | no | | Does pain turn you on? | who ever made this thing was a little bit of a perv. | | Do you stand for originality and creativity? | creativity | | Do you like meeting new people? | yeah, I guess. | | What do you like most about life? | hmm, deep question..... I dunno. | | What do you dislike most about life? | agghh... I dont know. | | Do you believe in love at first fright? | sure. | | Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? | yeah | | Have you ever had to beg for dinner money? | pssh, no. | | Do you own a car? | not yet. | | Have you been to jail, yet? | no way, Jose. | | Are your clothes held together with safety pins? | ha ha, I have to close one of my jeans with a big one I have becuase the big buckle on it broke.lol | | Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows? | Im confused. | | Have you ever vomit while making out? | ewww, no. Thank God. But with my luck, it might just happen. | | Have you held a job for less than a day? | I've never had a real job. :-/ | | Do you own more than two pair of jeans? | yeah, I own a whole bunch. | | Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason? | no, that wouldn't be cool. | | Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house? | nope | | Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude? | aggghhhh.....no! STOP asking my questions about work. | | Does the world piss you off? | no not really, but your sure getting close. | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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| Time: | 10:32 pm. |
| Mood: | content. |
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OK, so I just got back from my last middle school dance. OMG, it was so much fun. I loved it. I got so many compliments. I couldn't believe it. I'm really not trying to brag, Im just not used to getting them that much. All the guys were checking me out and.. ahh, it was just crazy. It was halarious, I walked passed some of the girls and their b/f dancing and John waved to me and then Mason turned to John and was like,"John, she is soo hot!" and then Lauren (the girl he was dancing with) looked at me and you could tell she was jealous. lol, it was great. I danced the entire time, it felt like it was way too short though, even if my feet were killing me.I was mostly with Rikki and Kaitlin the whole night and I danced with Sean (who is so fucking hot)and Eric alot too.It was just weird becuz me and Eric never talked a whole and all of a sudden he just came up to me and asked to dance. It was really cute, he looked like he was enjoying it. I think I might be starting to like Eric, but I dunno. It just was really a fun night, I loved it. It was the best ending to middle school. Tonight was perfect.
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Ok, so I figured it was time to update and todays topic.........(which is the best news ever by the way).......I (are you ready for this?)am going to........(you really paying attention?) OZZFEST 2005!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes, this August I will be going to the Clarkston and doing some serious rocking! Oh my fucking God! This is going to be so oober cool. I have both my friends, Sam and Dylan working on getting the tickets. Dylan is hoping for backstage but I doubt that will happen....and I am not about to push my luck. I am just really happy right now. I guess the tickets range from 50-80 dollars, which both of my friends have offered to pay as gifts for my birthday this August. I still can't believe this...I am a lil too excited to really think right now. Agghhh.this is going to be one hell of a summer! Normally I wouldn't care too much about Ozzfest but they have a few decent bands this summer. Ijust...agghhh.... I don't even know.. I am just really really happy right now.
Here is a list of bands participating in Ozzfest 2005:
Main Stage
Black Sabbath
IRON MAIDEN!
Mudvayne
Shadows Fall
Black Label Society
IN FLAMES!
VELVET REVOLVER!
Hot Topic Second Stage
Rob Zombie
Killswitch Engage
Mastodon
A Dozen Furies
The Haunted
Arch Enemy
The Black Dahlia Murder
Bury Your Dead
It Dies Today
Soilwork
Trivium
Gizmachi
(I know some of these bands aren't the best in the world, but I am too happy care right now I mean, Fucking In Flames! Velvet Revolver! IRON MAIDEN! and The Ozzy, himself! (All aboard the crazy train!) Again....I am very excited right now...excuse the hyperactivness and completely strange behavior.
This is so AWESOME!
And to top off todays pile of total madness.... I have got a date for prom.
Today is the best day EVER!!! !!!!!!!!LONG LIVE METAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, April 21st, 2005
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So, I haven't written in a while. This weekend was kinda crazy. A couple of friends had a party at Gregg's house. My ex was there completely drunk, barely able to walk. So I figured I should probably should go upstairs and get him a ride home, he was on the belchony with Tod. So I went up there and I tried talking to him, at this point he really wasn't making too much sense but the purpose was just to get him downstairs. Tod went downstairs to start the car. I helped Andy up and when I did. He started hugging me and shit and when I moved his hand off my ass he started getting mad and yelling. So I let him sit back down again for a second but he just kept on yelling. Then he called me a whore and stuff, so I of course yelled, which probably wasnt the best move because he just got more angry and ended up grabbing my neck and throwing me into the wall and the punched me right in the eye, it hurt like hell too....he's 17 mind you.... and then I walked away and started to go down-stairs and he caught the back of my shirt and then he tried kissing me so when I pulled my head back he pushed me backwards as well...right down the stairs. It was only about 8 steps though so it wasn't that bad. The worst part was I caught my shoulder on the railing on the way down. I have a huge bruise there now. I couldnt move it for like 2 days. Oh well, its starting to go away..its all greenish and tan now. and my black eye was only there for about 2 days and I could pretty much cover it up with make-up. I think I'm going to stay home this weekend. I had to tell my parents I was tackled during football to cover for the bruise on my shoulder.
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| Time: | 8:17 pm. |
| Mood: | chipper. |
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So today was kinda fun. I finally bought prom dress. It's perfect. I had first wanted this long white one that I looked really cute in but I found this black and purple one and that looks better for the prom. I would have like it better if the black dress didnt show my legs but it's still sexy. I saw a whole bunch of ppl at the mall, it was weird. I found Devon and Trevor and hung out with them and then we ran into Brandon, Aaron and Nicole. It was a fun day. I hadn't seen any of them since like last June.
I hate living in Grand Ledge.
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You Are 45% Normal
(Somewhat Normal)
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While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
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its better than I expected
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Thursday, April 7th, 2005
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Your Seduction Style: The Natural |

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. |
yeah...right.
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| Time: | 9:48 pm. |
| Mood: | gloomy. | | Music: | Dimmu Borgir- The Old Man's Child. |
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Ehhhh...havent updated in a while...not much to say. It's finally spring break and I've been longing for it since winter recess and now it has arrived and there is absolutely nothing to do. Mom had surgery monday so I've been taking care of her, which I dont really mind, I mean I'm glad to help but I've been cleaning all day for the last four days and have been getting very little sleep. I have had guests sleeping in my bed, making the living room couch my new mattress. Everything is just boring. I havent even gone anywhere. I havent left the house once. Tomorrow Mom promised I could go get my prom dress. But I doubt thats gonna happen. Just like she promised to dye my hair and buy a new case for my cello...this kinda stuff never happens. Being a teen with no car and no money is just no fun. :(
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| Time: | 5:07 pm. |
| Mood: | amused. | | Music: | Sade-Smooth Operator. |
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Happy Happy Easter!!!
I'm opening my basket right now....Ooooo...candy! ^_^
Turns out Mom and Dad are going out tonight for a concert so I get to stay here one more night!!! No school tomorrow!
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You Are Incredibly Logical |

(You got 75% of the questions right)
Move over Spock - you're the new master of logic
You think rationally, clearly, and quickly.
A seasoned problem solver, your mind is like a computer! |
sweet.
So I met this guy named HB. Me and a few friends had been asked to go to this convention on friday and saturday and I met him there.Me and him talked alot, I actually ended up crying at one point. He's actually a poet/motivational speaker. We just ta;lked about alot of different stuff over the last couple of days. He's changed my veiws on alot of different stuff. Most of the people at the conference started crying about one subject or another becuz we could all relate to something. The purpose of the convention was to try find a way to perhaps solve issues of low diversity in our school district and the discrimination that comes along with that. Grand Ledge is basiclly made of rich white families, there are very few people of any co,or there. So at the conference we just basically talked about stuff that make us different and what kinda stuff we have all been through. And alot of the conference was spent crying. The whole thing was just kinda emotionally draining for a lot of people. And the stuff we talked about just made me start thinking alot about different stuff. Some stuff that I dont even like thinking about. Stuff i had kinda kept locked up in the back of my mind. HB just covered and talked about alot of things. He talked to us about what kinda of stuff we've all been through and stuff that needs to be done. We discussed what we need to do and what needs to happen to change the current enviroment of GL public schools (THERE'S ALOT). It's funny, the reson me and my friends decided to come was pretty much just to get out of school for that friday and it actually ended up being such an awesome experience. I seriously did not want to leave that Staurday. When I got home I just went straight to my room and layed down, just thinking. I've been confused and just totally different lately. I guess I just feel empty.
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Sunday, February 27th, 2005
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| Time: | 7:04 pm. |
| Mood: | cold. |
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 cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
aww, thats cute... I was just talking about cuddling last night.
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Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:43 am. |
| Mood: | cheerful. | | Music: | Children of Bodom- Warheart. |
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!!!Happy Birthday Ricky!!!
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Friday, February 18th, 2005
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I've been hearing alot shit about Jon Heder or Napoleon Dynamite being dead? Is this true? Thats crazy. Napoleon dead? If thats true...it is really sad.
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